I wasn't myself today.

I had a dream that, I was all alone in the dark. I found myself in an elevator going up where there were around 188 floors. I found myself hanging on the 144th floor. The elevator door opened and there was a passage walkway. It was dark and cold. It was no walkway, it was a bridge that connects to the other tower. Right, I knew where I was then. Twin Tower in Kuala Lumpur. I stood at the center of the bridge, looking down at the night life. It was beautiful. I want to be out there. I want to be free. But I was trapped on the bridge between the two towers. It was really cold and dark with no lights at all. But then, I heard a faint sound. It sounded like the ding sound of an elevator, and it was. I went to the corner of the bridge and I found someone standing on the other end. Yellow lights from the sides of the floor were suddenly visible to my eyes. I couldn't see who the person was but it was definitely a she. I stood up and walked to the center of the bridge. And i could see that, the girl, was running to me. She gave me a really huge hug and I could feel that, she was in tears. Hugging me so tightly, its been forever since I was actually touched by someone. I felt loved. I put my hand on her head and kissed her on the forehead. Even though I never knew who she was, I felt...somewhat...alive. And before I woke up from my dreams, the only words she said to me were...

"I love you"

.Anti-Manner.